UPDATE Nov 16th : I DON'T ANSWER IMs ON THIS SITE, the IM is supposed to be off ! SEND AN EMAIL IF YOU WANT TO GET IN TOUCH if you're from the US, Canada, Australia... if you like some of the things I like (psychology, writing, reading, music, some tv shows and celebs...)! Thank you! :-)

The "Questions She Cares About" section ISN'T QUESTIONS I CHOSE !

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Maryline, March 10th,1984. I prefer listening than talking. Don't know what to say about myself lol I'd rather talk about someone else! So just ask if you wanna know something. Besides being super shy people would tell you that I'm stubborn lol, get mad and upset easily, easily hurt (by words... so be careful with me), curious, caring, compassionate, love deep conversations and to share ideas, good listener, trustworthy, respect and don't judge others, secretive, don't open up easily, I think too much and worry all the time, have a personal opinion about everything (I don't copy others), I like analyzing things and thoughts, would do anything to make my friends happy ! I use Yahoo and MSN. The first time I talk to someone I know if I'll like them or not. I like having my dreams analyzed even though it never really happened yet :( I like learning, understanding... tests online and tend to believe what they say (not the stupid ones but I mean the psych tests...). Oh btw I'm an angel ;)

ONE OF THE BEST WAYS TO REACH ME IS BY EMAIL : marylinedepp@gmail.com (This one is for emails only)

IMPORTANT THINGS ;) :

- NEVER call me Mary !
- NEVER tell me not to worry, that's just impossible !
- NEVER judge me !
- NEVER criticize my writing (poetry, fanfictions...) in a mean or unkind way !
- NEVER say you know what it's like to be me when in fact you have no idea!
- Nobody could figure me out but if you wanna try go ahead lol, just don't complain if you don't succeed hehe, too complex and keep everything inside so good luck, you're welcome to try though lol ;)
- I get around 50 emails a day here + on other websites I use and my personal email (easiest way to reach me), I always write back UNLESS you're a perv, asking me out, live in the same country... I'm looking for more friends in the US, Canada...

MY WRITING & PICS :

My Poetry - My Myspace - My blog - My fanfictions - More fanfictions - Some of my creations

I UPDATED MY PICS, POETRY, AND JOURNAL, ALSO SEE MY LINKS TAKE MY 'The WOULD YOU BE THE ONE FOR ME' Test

I generally know what I want. Sick of jerks and players. There are many ways to touch me (heart and soul). And I like that saying "a girl doesn't want to hear she's hot she wants to hear she's beautiful" (meaning beautiful soul instead of just noticing the looks. I don't care about looks I care about people's personality. The real beauty of someone is inside. I can judge pretty well from chatting (even online) and "analyze" people to see who's nice and who's a player. I'm done wasting my time with stupid people who can't see what they have, or might have, and ruin it and put the blame on others ! Sick of immature people ! I like real people, mature, honest, compassionate, able to hold a conversation, share ideas... When you like someone you tell them honestly, you don't play games. You try to spend as much time as you can with that person (even online), because it makes you smile, because you know you make her/him smile too. When you love someone you don't want to let them go. Every little thing counts ! Honesty, communication... are very important !

"Blinded by a new tear
I wish you were near
You would take my hand
And try to understand"

"My secrets lie behind
My silences and fake smiles
And everything I hide
The pain I feel inside"

written by me (Maryline, more on my poetry blog)

My dream place is Florida, also California ! And in some other states too and those countries I said before.

I LIKE writing poetry and fanfictions and am writing my first book, reading (sometimes several books at once), learning, movies, shopping, singing, dancing, making websites, chatting with my friends from everywhere online, psychology, mental health, anything that sounds interesting, deep conversations, people who can talk a lot, quotes (and making up some myself), daydreaming, taking psycho-tests online (like on this site and some others, quizes, trivia)... JOHNNY DEPP, SMG, Jensen Ackles, BSB. Having penpals all around the world...

ONE OF THE BEST WAYS TO REACH ME IS BY EMAIL : marylinedepp@gmail.com (This one is for emails only)

Graduated with a Bachelors degree in secretary work (executive assistant) and languages in 2006.

I'm the big boss' personal secretary, executive assistant, in a big international company, lots of responsibilities, lots of stress...

Lots of jobs I wanted to do, still want, but it's only dreams and dreams don't come true!

I'm trying to work here and get money and then in a year or so work and live in the US (California) :)

Some people say that I'm an artist as I write, sing, dance (almost became a dance teacher), create things, can read people, feel their pain, understand them... I think I'm good at listening to people and give them advice sometimes, trying to help anytime I can, just be there for them anytime... I spend a lot of time chatting with people in pain, I put my name on several lists online as a listener, they confide in me and I talk to them until they don't feel like jumping off the bridge anymore. They say that talking to me make them feel better, so I'm glad to hear that ! I know what it's like to have nobody. Being there for others is the best thing a human being could ever do ! Reject nobody, we're all different and all have the right to be there. If someone's in pain, don't let them down, be there for them, be a friend ! Nice quote : "Don't ask me how I'm doing ask me what's wrong"

"She suffers so much yet she won't tell
Hiding, she is so ashamed of herself
Everyday living the same hell
Wishing someone could save her from herself"

(another poem from me, more than 500 poems on my poetry blog, see link above)

What I said just before and my personality maybe, the fact that I'm super shy, always put others first, always there to listen and help, keep everything to myself no matter what (good or bad), and you wouldn't even notice me. And physically well I don't know, ask them lol, my eyes maybe.

"She seemed happy
She even smiled
She seemed alive
You couldn’t see
The pain she felt deep inside
And for everything she hid
You were blind
Not knowing
That everyday
She tried to die
Now it’s too late
You’re standing near her grave
Tears in your eyes
Wondering why !"

(another poem I wrote a long time ago, more than 500 poems on my blog, see link above)

email me to find out lol ;)

Alright I'm gonna say a few ;)

BOOKS : Anything including JOHNNY DEPP :) , psychology (and novels), anything about issues we can relate to, books from movies and tv shows I like...

And one of my favorite books is "The Luckiest Girl in the World" by psychotherapist Steven Levenkron, I read it so many times and you should really give it a try! I still don't understand why that title regarding the story. If someone could tell me... It's the book from the movie "PAINFUL SECRETS", I saw it the first time many years ago and more recently and am glad to have it on dvd now, that movie is very moving, emotional, real, true... many can relate to it

TV SHOWS : 21 JUMP STREET, ER, Third Watch, BtVS, Charmed, Angel, Higher Ground (I HAVE ALL THE EPS ON DVD ! nowhere else to be found!), Fasltane, Friends, Prison Break, Nip Tuck, Supernatural, The OC, Melrose Place, Beverly Hills 90210, 90210, Gossip Girl, House MD, Pacific Blue, Dawson's Creek s6 & Dark Angel s2 (J. ACKLES !), 24, Heroes, Kyle XY, Tru Calling, Joey, Smallville, Alias, Lois & Clark, Roswell, Heartbreak High, Baywatch, Sabrina the teenage witch...

MOVIES : horror, drama, psychological stuff, thriller, movies based on true stories (with issues we can relate to)... Johnny Depp movies (Cry Baby, POTC 1-3, Blow, The Astronaut's wife, What's eating GG...), The Grudge, Girl Interrupted, Painful Secrets (aka Secret Cutting), Requiem for a dream, The Butterfly Effect, Trainspotting, Titanic, Romeo&Juliet, The basketball diaries, Final destination 1-3, Scream 1-3, I know what you did last summer 1&2, SAW 1-4, The Ring, Thirteen, Life as a house, High School Musical 1-2, The devil wears Prada, Glass House, Superman returns, Halloween H20 & Resurrection, Nightmare on Elm Street (+ others), Another day in Paradise, The virgin suicides...

(D) not a fan of food but well I like strawberries.

computer + internet (I can write, read, chat with my friends from everywhere in the world, make websites, arts...), make-up, clothes, dvds, books (because reading online and real books is way different) ...

Things ;) How I became the way I am now, trying not to think and worry 24/7 but that's impossible, it can even be a torture especially if like me you keep everything to yourself, and I'm sure you think like me ;) You just get used to things after a while though :(

Helping others any way I can

Just why would I tell ya lol.

"SECRETWounds" get it?

If we become friends you'll get to know me

If you want ;)

No seriously if you're nice, kind, non-judgemental, not selfish, if you like some of the things I like (writing, psychology, ...), if you like what you've read or are shocked by something I said or just wondering about something, if you can talk a lot (I love that)... If you live in the US, Canada, Mexico, Spain, Australia, England... and want to get to know me and start an online friendship, chatting online (sending emails, yahoo, msn, aim), if we get along, no phone, no meeting, am just looking for online friendship!

PLEASE STOP MESSAGING ME ASKING IF I'M MARRIED AND STUFF OR WHERE I'M FROM, MY AGE, NAME... CAUSE IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE LAZY AND DIDN'T EVEN READ MY PROFILE ! And I don't have a damn webcam, or nude pics, so stop asking as well !!! Stop pissing me off with your stupidity ! So if you're too lazy to read this page don't even bother emailing me !